Recent Content by church11

wow they are so cute.

wow what a bueatiful cat i want one.

just a little while ago i was writing in my blog and acidentaly pushed cancel the problem is i wrote a realy good poem and now i lost it.

well i keep the fan in my window in my bedroom and if im home doring the day ill sit on the couch with the other fan blowing on me, at night if it gets to 60 my room feels like ac is on so atleast im lucky there. the only thing is church lays on me alot and he makes me sweat but i love when he...

so for about a little less then a week church has only been eating 1 bowl of food a day some times a little less,is this normal

great pic i wish i had my camra plug

i hope you have no more dreams like that

im scared to talk to any doctors about it or call help lines because im afraid they will put me away.there already threating me with state hospital which wont help. all they do is dope you up on drugs. but im worried for my self, i dont want to live like this forever. i try to talk to friends...

awww cute...

i adore grey cats

happy b day

all bubble wrap all day long. easy way to control crazy people giuve them bubble wrap or obbsessive people lol

i also see a theripist but the thing with my cutting and i hate saying it i feel like a freak because of it is it is attractive to me i enjoy it not sexualy or any thing but it keeps me busy and fasinated. i feel like a freak. i love being alive and free but i also love cutting and i dont know...

so the kitten seems to be only eating 2 times a day ill be fillinf his bowl with cat food in the morning and come home and there still is a little food in there. is he not eating enough im also feeding dry and wet yesterday he ate 3 times thismorning i gave him wet food and it is still in there...

i have mental health issues and a cutting habit church definatly helps me