Really do appreciate all of your responses, now understanding that the clinic was sympathetic, the call was made in the wee hours due to she was near death & it was truly all they could do to stop her suffering. Better to have slept the night through than cried all night long. So I am feeling...
Thank you for your kind responses, they do help.
It has been a weird day listening for her gentle meow or looking for her tiny body rubbing up against my leg. She was so delicate in size, never bothered anyone, was such a Daddy's girl that she snubbed her Mom & Daughters for all his attention...
I am angry that I didn't follow my instinct, but I had not dealt with an animal in this condition before. They say she was FLV+, so they euthanized her!
She was 2 yr old, birthed 5 sweet kittens 1 yr ago & was spayed 4 months ago. She was healthy as can be, no signs of illness at all, eating...