Lily has been my outdoor cat for 11 years... she started out as a very wild abandoned kitten whom I tried to bring indoors but she never accepted it. I was able to get her into a cage for vaccinations and spaying 10 and a half years ago before letting her back outside but since have rarely been able to even pick her up though I could pet her from time to time. This summer she began to sleep more and more...and 3 days ago her behavior radically changed during a heatwave. Normally she would sleep up on my deck or in hidden areas, and then come into the garage at night to sleep and eat (We have also always had food and water outside too), but all of a sudden she stopped wanting to come in, and started resting in random open shaded areas in my yard. Her fur (normally clean) is dirty, eyes gunky and glassy, I can see her breathing, and she just seems extra confused. I was able to get her into the garage yesterday after 2 nights of being worried sick, but couldn't catch her there and today she ran out and went back to this new routine of sleeping in open areas and overall acting strangely. She doesn't appear to have an appetite and I have set water bowls near her new outside areas though have not seen her drink. I want to help my sweet, wild kitty but am at a loss as to how to get her to see a vet. If this is indeed the end (though 11 seems so young!), I don't want her to suffer. I'm also scared something will 'get' her while she is outside. I realize this is a long shot but does anyone have any ideas how I could get her some help? Isn't 11 too young to die of old age?